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Tuesday, June 03, 2008
you said that you failed to change me, perhaps you tried too hard. many times i asked, have you tried to accept me?
why must i accept those who do not accept me? why should i be nice when they are so sickeningly disgusting?
you say i seem to enjoy hatred and spite, but this is what they showered upon me.
i tried to be nice when they are not. i tried to be everything i'm not. i tried to be what everyone wants.
i'm tired. tired of trying to be who i am not.
if you all cannot accept me for who i am. then all the more you would not accept me for who i pretend to be.
sick and tired...
this pain and bleeding.
yes its the selfish me complaining again.
loneliness. who am i to complain that i'm lonely when i dun even know what is the meaning of lonely because when described, its what i'm going through everyday.
but i understand. understand wht you mean when you say you are lonely and all the more, i hate it.
i hate them because they breed the seed of it in me. you rip what you sow, all of you sow the seed of hatred in me, so don't fucking complain! motherpussyfuckers!
