Saturday, November 04, 2006
haven touched anything called books for the past four years. and its just 2 days before my o levels that i just kindda waking up from dreamland and now i'm swimming in chapters of two years work. damn man! i'm just a sucker! i know i can't do it. and i still chose to sleep for 03 years 11 months and 04 days. O levels damn it! O levels ain't not for suckers like me. but wht choice have i got? like i can do anything? anyways, here i am blogging. and i've got to get down to swimming in chapters after chapters. i don't know if i would drown or i would swim ashore. the irony is, i can swim in a pool of water, but i doubt my abilty in the pool of chapters of work and ya. i dun even knw if i can survive my own reality. sometimes i wish that life is not so sucky then maybe i'll knw whts happy. oh yahx ytd went out with js to swim in chapters again, and he was telling me that his mum was joking abt us going to orchard to swim in those darn chapters. and he told his mum that we were going to Bugis. well actually that was the plan. but i guess, things just dun turn out as you plan, so in the end we ended ourselves in orchard, just as his mum said. but we did study lor! really! really! i never bluff lor! and yahx just discovered, how lucky i actually am. thansk to js. on the ending note, this is to my one of the bestest out of the very few handful of "gay partners", somethings are predestined. and we homosapians are rather pathetic not to be able to control our own lives, and we created the society as it is today, but its not wht we actually want. so let it be. for now we can't do anything. but jia you! no matter wht, i'll be there behind you! you bet that hw, des.oh and jm will always be with you. remember, there is no right or wrong in love, nor is there good or bad. just because everyone is doing it does not make it right, neither does it mean that no one is doing it makes it wrong. there is no good or bad, everyone is equal just that people do things differently and those who does the same way thinks that its good, and thinks that those who does the other is bad. just merely comparision. therefore, love with your heart like nobody's f******* busniess, sorrie, i've got to censor it coz some pple just dun like to see that word upon my bloggie. if you still dunno who the f-ing "gay partner" is. he is my bestest best fren one could every ask for, js! okay lar. must go swimming alr. god blast! take care! [not like anyone would read my bloggie's entry coz there aren't much taggies *sadds*:'( ]
