Wednesday, November 15, 2006
Perhaps,
sometimes,
things are better left as it is to be
somethings are meant to be
and some aren't.
those that are they stay by you
those of which aren't to be,
they stay,
places invisible to the physical world
yet visible only to the bearer.
never thought my world would change so much
but just as well.
i possess now,
something which is both meant to be
and not meant to
(contridicting ehx?)
but what i'm stating is pure fact.
somethings and most time,
man can never get what he desire.
often they would seem so close,
but when he reach out,
he can never be anywhere near to close.
it would appear to be illusionised
we came about without,
we leave without.
man burdens himself with desire.
i wish i've got no desire,
but i would be lying through my teeth.
your existence is the source of my desire,
the want that surpass the need.
the need that surpass the want.
i want you to be happy,
because i need you to be.
without it,
its basically robbing me of my life source.
because of your existence,
only then do i have such want and need.
i require nothing beyond.
Love may be the essential of life,
your happiness however,
weigh further more than my life.
i've much to confess,
but,
not many will accept reality as it is
and in life,
there are things better kept the way as it is,
there are things not meant to be found.
Life's troublesome,
yet, i've no choice do i?
(so much for choices)
damned!
i feel so screwed up time and again
if only i've not lived,
maybe it will be better.
but who knows.
let the unknown remain so,
and life,
its something i would so gladly do without...
