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Monday, October 02, 2006
damned! god do have a funny way to play me. 1st he made me happy, or rather he made me think that i am happy, then taking it away from me. i just discovered, my worth is of only 69cents, less than a box of sweets. perhaps, maybe less than a game. i dunno. but i now knw i am worthless, vauleless. where am i to be? what am i to you? have you any feelings for me? or whatever? i am hurt through and out. can i for once, just once, know what is of my existence? haiix. guess, somethings, you just can't...haiix. forget it, my life, my fate, i surrender, i give up. before i move on to the other side, answer me these, who am i to you? am i of any importance or just someone who walk in and den out of your life, finally, do you, or do you not have any feelings for me? i don't need you to love me, but have you ever got any feelings for me? i feel crushed, and where were you when i needed you? where did you go? why did you leave me alone? why? why am i alone...damned! leave me alone, its just like last time, perhaps a little worse, but just leave me alone...i finally, confess, i am sad...but i am fine...or if not, i will be, for i have to be. coz, i have no choice.
