Wednesday, August 30, 2006
If ever there is any regret,
I guess,
Its you,
Coz I dun wann to lose you...
I really do regret...
If I hadn't love you so much
Then I wouldn't have to
To be scared...
Scared that you would leave me
If ever there is a time when I live in fear,
Its now,
I guess,
I've never been so scared and afraid...
Fear of which engulf,
Fear filled me
Filling me like filling a bottomless pit
If ever I feel uncomfortable,
It has to be now
For I've never been comfortable
Nor at peace
With the fear of you leaving me
If ever I feel lost
And useless
It has to be now,
For fear has filled me
Nothing, but fear..
If ever I loved more than I should,
Or
If ever I loved more than the words
I LOVE YOU can mean
It IS now...
And will only be now...
Why?
You ask?
Because, it you I love now
Why me?
You ask?
Coz you are my life,
If I don't love my life,
Then what is of me,
Same goes,
What is of me if my life leaves me?
Just an empty shell...
Perhaps less of,
but never more...
