Wednesday, March 15, 2006
okaies
today did some work
went out cycling..
with js and ms clare lim
hahahaax..
i dunno lehx...
haiix..
den i dropped my handphone
searched for it like some fucking idiot
like i dun even know where the fucking heck it is larr
and when i discovered that i lost it,
i was frantic lar..
like so pathetic asshole like that
i searched like some..
some..some..
i dunno..
i wasn't bothered by the fact dat its handphone that i lost
i wasn't even the least bothered,
i was hoping to get a new handphone,
but the msges in it..
i was determined to find it..
like even i were to stay there for a week just to find it..
a month or a year
i dunno..
i just wan the msges in it..
and i almost cried,
den god was so kind to send angels,
js and clare
they helped me find,
and i didn't know how long we took
i dunno..
i practically forgot i was in Singapore,
i tot was i really in hell
and js used his handphone to call to help me find..
and like 19 calls larr!
when i finally found..
somewhere damn disgusting,
but like i have any choice..
the msges in it meant more than anything
so i went to get it
and called js..
i wanted to thank them...
but i ain't good with words..
so i was like just keep quiet lorr
i believe you two would
read this post so..
THANK YOU!
and if weren't for you two
i guess,
i would be just there hunting and looking
just to look for the darn handphone..
thanks alot...
really..
THANKS!
i would have hugged and kissed you two..
but too bad..
i wouldn't do that
even if i'm paid to..
sorry..
but..
THANKS!
haiix...
i never knew..
i never knew how much..
how much of importance if the msges
i din really tot of..
if i were to lose it..
i couldn't believe myself
i couldn't believe that i almost cried
its just a handphone,
i never felt anything like that..
for a handphone nia..
i can always get a new one,
or do without
since i have lost it once,
got once stolen,
shoudl be fine with it...
but i just felt more than lost..
i was practically scareming and scareming...
begging god to find my handphone back...
coz i dun wan to lose the msges..
haiix..
i dun even know why i kept them,
and worse,
its not the handphone i cared abt
its the msges in it..haiix..
anyways,
Rachel?
hmm..my problem i dunno wads ahead
but please please..
you and your fren?
please get back together okays?
let begone be begones,
okays,
good frens are hard to come by,
anything,
tell me,
anything we can always sit down,
have a cup of kopi...
talk abt things..
its not good to like that larr...
me and js fought like countless of times?
but in the end we are still together...
heyy!
NOT LIKE THE GAY AND GAY THING..
just please...if you and your fren can't get things over,
can meet meet?
den me and you and your fren,
we sit sit okayy?
just dun let things go by ending freindship like that...
not worth it..
trust me
i dunno how to tell you..
but if anything
MUST slove it,
and not avoid it by ending things like that okaies?
HEYY! LOOKS WHOS TALKING!
hahahaax...
okaies larr
promise you and your fren will get back okaies?
if can't den
look for me kkz?
cya...
haiix...things still aren't the same,
i still miss you...
i still love you...
