Friday, December 02, 2005
okay so today's match proved sth...i am not to play basketball " xiang taiyi ze zhong bu hui da qiu de qiu yuan..." it ringed inside me like i dunno...i can nv know..i'm sorry..but today's game it was all moi fault...sorry...team, sorry...hope euu would forgive me when euu come back...i can't continue like this...i cannot do anythingg right...studies cannot, balling cannot, nothing can....tell me wad i can do!!!!! i dun even know whyy i'm so useless...i dunno anythingg dun even know why i dunno...i am so lost...i'm perhaps cut out to be a sucker for the rest of moi life i guess...haiix...please forgive me..euu probably wouldn't even consider even like a person like me..i dunno..can i cry??? i think i know its "NO!!!" haiix...i'm really sorry.......
